Regrets... If only..

Feeling so screwed now.. In a process of making decisions now... either i change my cca to something more interesting or i stick with air rifle and screw myself up...

If only I had train a little harder.. I would definitely go into school team.. If only I worked alittle harder.. My GPA would be better... If only I chose history or lit for my subject... I would be together with my good friends.. Life is so much of If only.. So much to think off, I dont even think about enjoying CNY.. After all it's just another festival...

Haiz.. Trying to cheer myself up now.. Talk crap with lang and elt..

Damn all my wrong decisions....